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"最重要的小事" 五月天
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
ok... so i didn't go to school today... but... so what??? my reasons... longest day of the week... pe which is physical conditioning today... don't feel like going... acceptable??? just accept it... haha...
though i pon school today... i still woke up like 750am... too early!!! wanted to catch up with my sleep... but failed... sadness... never watch telly in the morning... there's nothing at all... half of them are news... and the rest are boring shows... can't they spare a thought for those who wake up early and wanna watch some decent telly??? CAN'T U??? think about it telly ppl...
i lazed around the whole day... not whole actually... tried to do some of the math... mathematical induction... very easy... but my heart is just not there... so i gave up...and went to play the piano...i think i suck at it already... i haven't gone for a single lesson since last june... but nevermind...piano exams are the scariest...so im happy not having lessons... they lead to exams... woah...right now... i wanna learn to play 爱错 ,恶作剧, 好爱她 好想他, 借口 and 我只想要... so many... so i'll take my time... MUST LEARN IT!!!
there was cg today... and i took the 82 bus from home... and i must say that it is like the 1st time in 7 yrs that i took a non-aircon bus... and it's just my luck that it was raining, they closed the windows... meaning no air... very hot in there... and the bus smells of someone's BO... it STINKS!!! so by the time i reached the rc... i was SO SO SO hot... rain plus sun... not a good combination...=(...the games we played today... concerns blowing balloons... and i can't do it... blowing is not for me...we sang To You and You Laid Aside Your Majesty... really like To You this song... speaks to me...hmm.. wonder if my bro has the song...
tomorrow is the release of A level results.. so the army guys came out early... the prob is.. my bro went in THIS morning...early morning and came out THIS afternoon.. so y book in??? a waste of time if u tell me... but who understands the army??? unless u r in it... so lets pray for the peeps getting their results tomorrow... thank u... cause i get off school earlier!!! YAY!! missing math!!! and assembly... man i love it...
ok.. so praying for you brother... good luck... at least you have an A already.... nitexx...
the origin.5:56 AM
Monday, February 27, 2006
how nice of my ma n my bro to get sick at the SAME time... so right now... i am like the house slave, serving my ma n bro... thanks ah... so the whole of yesterday i was unable to go out n buy my new phone cause my bro can't get out of the house. If the army guys call him and he is not at home... well then... good luck to him...
i woke up at 5 am this morning... my ma must have gone bonkers. well we had to send her friend to novena then send me to sch... but.. i still reached school at 7... so... it's ok... except, i am sleeping while typing now... school is boring now that the posting results are coming out... i know i'll get into ny... but... i just wanna rest for this week and then get into studying mode from next week.... hmm... wonder if i can get mc for 1 week...
Mr Tong continued his game today... did i mention it??? oh well, nevermind if u make no head tail bout it... it was SO SO SO much easier today... we just have to think of good qualities that we admire about another person... n 1st name that came into my mind was katarina... her straight forwardness and leadership skills... but it's weird as she had the quality that i disliked the most and the quality i liked the most... guess that balance things out... so after that game, we had another... we were suppose to get from point A to B using different ways... i ran... so easy... the equation we learnt ( intention and action equals results) and intention takes 100%... yay... haha... so if you have the intention to do something, think about it and do it... you will get the results... the action is not important...
the whole class pon econs lecture today... wow... no big news to me anyway...almost half of them were going to mr tong's new house with no furniture... were are they going to sit??? his house is on a hill... and is like the largest... man he's rich.. no wonder he is resigning... i couldn't go cause i have to serve my master and mistress at home... ( as mentioned above)
right now really thinking if i should pon school tomorrow... longest day and there is physical conditioning for pe... yes not going... or should i... hmm... oh ya... happy birthday wendy!!!...so tata... for now...
the origin.2:05 AM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
ok... so ignore my last post... when someone is in a bad mood... yeah she craps a lot...
so went to church today... wired part 2... no dancing... no drama... only music... really nice... but the pianist... play half way still go scratch his nose... n is captured on video... everyone saw it... at least me n katarina saw it... n laughed... but quietly... towards the end... felt as though i stained... rush to toilet n check... heaved a sigh of relive... hehe... church ended a bit later then normal... so after that... checked my phone only to find that kah yih call me 2 time... THANKS A LOT... but she got 骗... said that we meet after 230... she thought 230 meet... so she wait for 20 min... sorry la... meet her already, she keep scolding the guy working for charity...
'wah i wait so long... then the guy say a lot maids go into prosuition blah blah blah...'
we wanted to watch final destination 3... i told her sure got ticket... so we went to cine... n saw the word "SOLD OUT" next to the time we wanted to watch... and the rest of the shows also sold out... so no show to watch la... ALRIGHT... (c kah yih... i copy u... haha... but it's very irritating... so stop copying leroy!!!)
after eating went to Hereen to buy wallet for kah yih... bought hairband... n a pen... wanted to buy the one pointin the middle finger... but too vulgar la... haha... so went home... n now... i am typing this lorx... what a boring life ah...
the origin.4:34 AM
will she ever understand what i am thinking??? will she try to put herself in my shoes one day and discover how much i am suffering right here, right now??? WILL SHE??? why can't she just be a little caring??? with all those rising voices everyday over small and insignificant things, i honestly don't know how long i can last on this earth... how i wish i can just break down now, cry my eyes out and just forget whatever that happened. yeah i could to that... but tomorrow would be the same story again... (wanna bet??) Am i so stupid in front of her... or just a person who really wants family love... those who know... i don't really have what others have... i can only have half of the love everyone has... but... she's not even giving me my due's half... why??? WHY??? WHY??? i ask myself this question everytime i feel horrible in front of her... must i tolerate this??? i know i must... but everytime it repeats... i just feel myself getting weaker... tears brimming, on the verge of dropping... yet, i can't show it... no one will understand... so why am i typing this??? im just down now... don't read it if u will never understand... it's a waste of time to those who don't... a waste of my time...
the origin.4:06 AM
Friday, February 24, 2006
Why
We rode into town the other day
Just me and my Daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide
We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man
That my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes
So I said "Daddy, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows
Daddy, please can't you do something?
He looks as though He's gonna cry
you said he was stronger than all of those guys
addy, please tell me why
Why does everyone want him to die?"
Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And Daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross
And it said, "Father, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for My robe?
This crown of thorns hurts Me more than it shows
Father, please can't You do something?
I know that You must hear My cry
I thought I could handle the cross of this size
Father, remind Me why
Why does everyone want Me to die?
When will I understand why?"
"My precious Son, I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe You in robes of My own
Jesus, this hurts Me much more than You know
But this dark hour I must do nothing
Though I've heard Your unbearable cry
The power in Your blood destroys all of the lies
Soon You'll see past their unmerciful eyes
Look there below, see the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell You why
She is why You must die"
This song is really meaningful... it is about the crucifixion of Jesus... our savior... the lyrics tells the story... why Jesus died on the cross for us... so read this... if u like it... i send can send u the song...
the origin.3:18 AM
i know i haven't typed in like a week or so... so now i'm free... and that's what i am doing now.. typing... tiring tiring tiring week... and i am now so thankful to God that the week is soooo over... what a long week... i slept on the floor for 4 straight nights... my ma's room air-con is leaking... how sad.... the mattress i was sleeping on... felt like the floor... oh no no... it was so thin that i was actually sleeping on the floor already... (it's not that bad really... just trying to show how pitiful i am... :(...) . so finally the air-con is FIXED... no more FLOORS!!!
So ny decided to host the dos meeting... in LT4... meaning... we are stuck in the hall for all major lectures... my neck hurts from all the bending down to write and looking up to listen... bad bad school...
tomorrow is wired service... and want to thank cindy for coming last week... knew u liked it.. and wanted to bring her this week too... but she is grounded... and i don't even know why... (cindy... tell me why...haha). So tomorrow... i'm alone... but its ok... i don't mind... unless... hmm... i find someone in the nick of time... ( TELL ME IF U WANNA GO!!!)
nothing much to say... the past week... was actually all about school... so... i don't wanna repeat the same thing... oh yeah... next friday is the release of postings... something to look forward to now... ciao...
the origin.2:52 AM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
i was soooo tired yesterday... and i don't know y... hmm... so yesterday was v-day. i wanted to bring chocolates but... i forgot!!! so never mind. school was... tiring... we were supposed to end at 1645... BUT. half the class wanted to leave early, using the early leave form... but mr tong said there maybe trouble if all leave at the same time, so he told use to just leave at 1245... so... we missed econs, chinese and pe... yay! was going to have cg later so went to bugis with katarina, zhi xin, shawn and some other guy... (not very sure bout the name... ). After that went for cg...
cg is always fun... played shawn meow game and polar bear... and we affirmed everyone... but i was like... hope to know u better... and all that crap... don't really know the people very well yet... and people said i was enthu and put in a lot of effort... hmm... haha...
today... school was the same... but gp is fun... is and always is... unless the teacher change... then it would change to was... and i will be sleeping in class all day... just kidding... must study for the 'a's...
so life goes on as it is...
the origin.12:58 AM
Monday, February 13, 2006
really nice song... sang by 刘耕宏 and 许慧欣.
心动心痛
曲:周杰倫 詞:劉耕宏/陳剑龍
黑夜滲透了想念 偷不走微光閃現的千種畫面
我背著傷痛離開 孤單拖著記憶 支離破碎
原以為不會改變 眼淚在臉頰上乾枯失去知覺
我的心掙脫了愛 跟隨著夕陽埋進了海洋
為什麼相愛的人卻又為愛而紛爭
現實的翅膀擾亂了原本幸福的氣氛
我有我的過錯 我有我的疑惑
藏在面對面的折磨背後
為什麼讓愛躲進烏雲密佈的天空
隨著風漂流在外一點一滴的散落
慢慢遠離的夢 漸漸冷卻冰封
心痛都當初相遇的心動
the origin.5:25 AM
what a day... woke up so early in the morning... to charge my ipod n change the songs in it... n got the last episode of 恶作剧之吻 and the first episode of 爱情魔发师 to see if it is nice or not... surfed the webbies to see if there is anything nice. but nothing... expected... got most of the movies already.
got ready to meet kah yih at 1045... then 1115... and the bus waiting was so fast today... must be because it's monday... the bus came in like 2 min or something. met chian lin and may while waiting.
went to kbox... and sang and sang... the usual ritual... at first, none of us want to use the mike... then slowly the mike will come in... sang so many songs today... and all the difficult ones too. 珊瑚海, 不得不爱, 好爱她 好想他............. sing until no voice le la... and trust me... it's not easy to sing those songs...after we got kicked out... (time was up). we went to mac's to eat french fries where kah yih went crazy and started filming everything... and so... i started too cause she was getting out of hand... (no offence:)) and so now we have some funny videos... how i wish i knew how to post it on the blog... then everyone could c it...
later we went to cp's courts to check out the price of ipod nano... the salesman looked like he was unwilling to serve us or something... BAD SERVICE!!!
another day has passed by... time is ticking and i still have not done the jae... someone remind me to do it soon!!!
the origin.4:49 AM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
i got home at 12 something last night so naturally i slept late til 9 something this morning. so i got up n went in front of the tv n watched until my ma nagged at me to go wash up... we had places to go today. celebrating that i actually passed my 'o's and we had to buy some biscuits from marks and spence to stock up my brother's army stash. he got home yesterday from field camp and his leg was swollen with blisters it was really bad.
we went to ps to eat japanese food and then we went to trumpet praise. my ma bought a cd for my brother and he bought a cd for me... and i.. will buy a cd for him when it comes out... so now i have a new cd "this mystery" by Nichole Nordeman. her voice is really nice... so i'm a happy person...
everytime my brother is back, we would watch friends while eating, and even though i've alrady watched it, i didn't mind watching it again. It's really funny. HAHAHAHA. can never stop laughing.
so after all that, we had to send my brother off to white sands where he would actually go back to tekong and have 'fun'. he'll live. he is passing out on 7th march, so maybe that day, i don't need to go to school. yay.
praying for my brother for his health and safety....
the origin.5:03 AM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
today was the church valentine service... Love 111. everyone was supposed to bring at least one friend... but after being the desperate person, asking every single soul i know... no one was free... so had to go alone... but church is always fun... full of joy... dwelling in God's love. but next week, i still have to bring a friend again cause it is wired... so it will be back to my searching again!!!
After church. i went home and... started making dumplings, the fried kind. we were going to my aunt house so my ma said we would bring something for them to eat and it was decided to bring... dumplings.... really nice to eat... but making the dumplings was really tiring. the first few were ok... then continuing on to the next ten and twenty... man i was bored....
and so after so many many many dumplings. we were DONE!! n i am now tired out...
the origin.2:16 AM
Friday, February 10, 2006
i just can't believe that i actually got 11 points for my 'o's. i thought i'll do badly or something... but the weird thing is that i wasn't worried... perhaps only at the last moment where everyone saw the schools result... i thought i did ok... better than what i expected actually... when my ma heard it, she was definitely very shocked... (looking down on her daughter... haixxxx)
the school did not bad... well, at least better than last years batch... most subjects are above national level... so.. YAY.
i am now having difficulties in choosing schools... i really wanna get into st andrews, but the mark seems quite far... maybe it would be better staying in nanyang... n the only problem is choosing the cca... going to st andrews may actually give me more problems that anything else... it increases the danger... (never know what i mean... its between me, my family and God.)
really happy for my friends... especially chian lin... you passed english!!! those who did not do as what they expected, its ok... you still have your 'a's, there is still a long way to go. So dont let something so small obstruct you.
well then... it has definitely been a lloooonng day for me.... tata...
the origin.5:19 AM
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